When the bullet was shot,
They shouted run
Instead, I stood still
And watched
As gunpowder filled the lonely air
I wondered; what is it that I have to run from?
Death?
Why would I run from death?
When I have died countless times already
See, this body is a tomb
A walking dead
A ghost
I have buried enough pieces of me
To form a cemetery
I die every time a bullet cuts a branch off my family tree
Don’t you sometimes wonder why I buy myself flowers?
These martyrs that rest in me
I crown them,
Water their roots
Hoping they will re-live in me,
I want to be here when they breathe again.